2012 was a whirlwind year for me. I learned a little bit about myself. I learned that I have something inside of me, a driving force that I have not cultivated, embraced and or used to its fullest. I have always been my own worst enemy, doubting and second guessing my next move. Always wondering if I am up to par. Sometimes you just don't give yourself enough credit.
Well all that changes for me today. Starting today, I will not look back and think about what if, and say things like "man, I should have, yadda yadda". I will only look forward, think forward, and make strategic calculating moves toward my future and where I want my endeavors to take me. This year and actually next month, I will turn 45 years young. I am so looking forward to 45, I think I will claim that number itself as my lucky number. Mind you this is not a resolution but merely a change of lifes direction for me. I left resolutions alone a long time ago, not very good with follow through, but I am a different me now, a more determined, more focused, more ready me.
So look out world, here I come, blazing and amazing.
Have a wonderful 2013!
ReplyDeleteRegina you do the same love. Happy New Year to you and your family, may nothing but blessing and good times be had by you all.
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ReplyDeleteGood morning Sheila. Happy New Year to you too my dear. Hoping you have a wonderful 2013!
DeleteSorry to be so late with this "Happy New Year". You and I have the "self doubt and second guessing and not giving ourselves enough credit" in common. Its all in the rearview mirror as we drive forward.
ReplyDeleteExactly Lisa. This is my breakout year. I am moving forward, no looking back.
DeleteHappy New Year!.... One of the things I love the most about the internet is that it allows us to share with others and in the process discover that we are not alone in our struggles/insecurities. Sometimes you cannot find a physical person in your immediate circle that can understand exactly and then in just one click you can find "validation"(not sure if that is the word I am searching for, but I hope you understand what I am getting at.) God Bless!
ReplyDeleteDawnSSL this is so true. Thank you for the wonderful confirmation. Yes, understand. I need all the encouragement I can get! Happy New Year!
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